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For real this time this will be the last entry in this journal. I may make a new one I may not whatever. The summer is over once again and I am very disappointed in it. I wanted to do so much and did probably 1/7th of it. A lot of shit happened and a lot of things changed that seem like they will change forever. I wish I could start it over I would do a lot more. I am glad though of somethings this summer though. In all seriousness Ryan and I became really great friends this summer and I don't think him and I have ever been closer. The kid is a great kid and proud to say one of my best friends. School is approaching and last year I wanted to keep living in the summer but this year I can give two shits. I want to get back to school as soon as possible. I just need to get away school is almost like a vacation. I just need to get away. It's not about people because I love everyone and all my friends me the world to me. I mean if you don't have friends you don't have anything. I am just sick of this life I guess right now and school is gonna be there for me. So I mean I don't feel well I wish things were different and I can't change shit although I would with any chance I'd get. Maybe it's all different maybe I am.
I don't know.
goodbye
if you would like to be a friend in my next journal and instant message would be suffice
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[26 Aug 2004|12:06am] |
BONDS BROKEN I CAN'T TRUST ANYONE
FRIENDSHIP SHOULD MEAN SOMETHING AND I UNDERSTAND NOW THAT IT DOESN'T
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[25 Aug 2004|09:58pm] |
Today was simply bliss.
Skating bowls is amazing. I will skate them more Sayerville just made a new friend
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[24 Aug 2004|02:48am] |
This weekend sucked like the most of them do except for Sunday. Saturday was pissed I didn't go see Champion.
Sunday was the bbq end of summer bbq everyone came it was a great time and i had a blast blah blah i love prank calls at 530am whatevs
I think i have given up a lot on shows thansk to Mr. Dornan
I am not gonna waste my money on seeing bands play the same set 5 times in a row I am not gonna pay for overpriced tickets anymore. This is rediculous. Ill go to FUCKFEST next weekend and maybe a few in the year but for the most part I am done with them. I am just fed up. The crowds suck most places sound sucks and its not worth it. Just blah
I will still see Backup Plan any time they play around here.
New ink is on the way top of the left arm to be done.
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[13 Aug 2004|11:29pm] |
best show ever the other night
I really hate people that try to fight espeically when there is no reason too. acting tough is soo cool....sike I broke up the worst fight between two girls well one girl just wanted to be tough and started punching another girl. I dont get it I wasnt letting that ruin my fun.
Show was the best we played chance which I liked a lot
new guitar pics with my face on them rule veryone loves em
blah blah blah
new album starts getting recorded in october
fighting is lame
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[04 Aug 2004|12:17am] |
I get to see Danielle later today being it's already Wednesday. This is seriously so awesome. She is the best and I can't wait to see her. I love her and we are going to see Garden State. New York babyyyyyyyyy.
I hate this summer I hate this summer I hate this summer I hate this summer I hate this summer I hate this summer I hate this summer I hate this summer I hate this summer I hate this summer I hate this summer I hate this summer I hate this summer I hate this summer
This summer sucks Danielle will make me feel a lot better today.
byebye
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[02 Aug 2004|09:31pm] |
Love is Red is really good As is Reno 911 So is the movielife and I miss them a lot head automatica I like I am going out with Dornan again we can now offically be a tag team we need new people to hang out with us because no one else does
Danielle comes wednesday and i've been looking forward to this for more than two weeks idk if i'll be able to sleep tonight
my bike is almost complete
Summer sucks
We play warped tour soon I hate it I hate it I hate it
Warped tour sucks so much dick hopefully thursday plays around our set time I'd like to see them I don't liek warped
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[25 Jul 2004|12:35am] |
http://img64.photobucket.com/albums/v194/JonnyBank/Chest.jpg
Friday:
Champion owned I got rug burn stage diving Folly destroyed Everytiem I Die was sloppy and entertain Unearth was tight too many people--this is a hockey rink right I want to see some blood Glasseater was good Hawthorne Heights had its up and down mostly ups Red Chord was noice
Saturday: Horse the Band was off the meter NHE was sooo much fun and so good Hope Con was fun to watch Stretch didn't seem too good Caliban was tight as hell watched from merch Roses are Red was pretty good I liked them Banner was mental Evergreen was phenominal Comeback kid was unbelievable and I almost died stage diving Between the Buried and Me WOW I was at a loss of words Beloved was tight and awesome
Two good days of hell one more tomorrow
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[23 Jul 2004|09:33am] |
hellfest this weekend.........yes Backup Plan last weekend......yes
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[20 Jul 2004|11:41pm] |
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I don't know if you'll get this or if I'll be around when you do but thank you for everything sincererly yours
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[09 Jul 2004|05:26pm] |
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I got my new tattoo yesterday so both swallows are completed on my chest and this one I love sooo much. I give cal so much props for this one it came out soooooooooo good pics will come whenver i take them
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[05 Jul 2004|11:35pm] |
Summer is still kind of boring
first time in the ocean in about 6 years it was fun
saw ben folds it was amazing
possibly going back to the ocean
tbr hasn't done too much
made lots of cash which is good
mountain creek season pass is mine
few new cds
big onto american nightmare
blah blah blah
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[23 Jun 2004|09:04pm] |
Summer has been lacking. I have worked a lot though and am making more money and spending very wisely because I barely buy anything. So I can save save save that shit. Dornan works at the skatepark and I've been there for 2+ hours whenever he works and I have been trying out tricks. I think I'll have 50-50s down real soon. I wish I never stopped skating I used to do them like they were nothing. Oh well more practice is needed. I can stil rock n roll, rock to fakie, fakie rock, pivot grind, tail stall, and I do this neat trick where I boneless out and come back in. I think theres more idk. Haven't went to too many shows. I saw Some Girls and Sex Positions which was a really good show. Some Girls was sickly good. That's like the only show I've went to. I got tickets to hellfest which is good and I think I am going to go to Posi Numbers this year so that's gonna be cool as hell. So many good bands also Back Up Plan Comeback Kid and Champion in CBGBs. Can't fucking wait for that one.
TBR has been really lax lately. We are starting to practice next week though so that's not too bad. Maybe we'll have some new songs.
TBR show friday, Mountain Creek Saturday, Sleep in Sunday.
BBQ will be coming up real soon
P.S. getDOWN is amazing
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[08 Jun 2004|12:18am] |
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Braid reunion tour tonight was rediculous they played for an hour and a half
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[06 Jun 2004|07:51pm] |
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FULLBLAST IN NEW JERSEY IN JULY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[06 Jun 2004|12:35am] |
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As of June 5th I am no longer a teenager I am now a 20 year old man but I don't feel a day over 16
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[28 May 2004|11:39am] |
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tattoo complete go to mysapce to see it or ask me for a pic
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[26 May 2004|11:36pm] |
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I finally get my tattoo tomorrow!
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